Dear karen65,

Do you know one thing, we ALWAYS find what we look for.

If you start to look for it consciously, you are actually convincing yourself again and again that something wrong has happened to you, and then it will become a part of your permanent memories. At that point of time it will be very difficult for you to get rid of your newly created memory.

Can you really afford to do it?

You are a young person. Change your focus on to something constructive rather than destructive. Use your energies to make your life better.

Bless you.