If you have been following my posts on the check in.. yeah.

Sometimes when I check myself and ask myself.. "k herethennow, how do you feel today?" Lately its been in the direction of "i dont know!!!" I know i dont feel bad.. but i dont feel too good either. I still do harbour thoughts of sui and si; its not like the depression has lifted. But i still dont think that its thats bad.. so.. i don't know. Has anyone else felt this?

I think i like to classify this as the lull before the storm? A respite i guess... but its just frustrating to not be able to identify your emotions. It leaves no room for like.. something workable,

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