I kind of feel the same way - - not horrible, but not too good either. Usually, when someone asks me how I'm doing, I honestly answer, "Okay." If this is the lull before the storm, I hope it's a storm of depression being completely gone, a "storm" of normalcy/baseline.

The not knowing how you feel can be frustrating. Kind of a blah feeling you can't put your finger on, but you know it's somewhere in the realm of depression (at least that's how it is for me)