I think there are times we all get "stuck" in some dark place where nothing seems to help---I hope you are talking about this feeling/your thoughts about the meds/---
Don't know if you are doing other things---often getting a good amount of physical exercise, learning mindfulness techniques (not easy but it does come with practice), and getting involved in some hobby (or learning how to do something new) can help a great deal.
When you are working so hard on so many issues, and trying medications, it can become overwhelming and begin to feel like a bottomless pit as you wait, and wait...
I think it really helps to do something that is Not Waiting, and gives you some more immediate satisfaction/relief, even if just for a while.
Do keep a daily log of how you are feeling and what medications you are taking. In time you will see patterns and begin to see what does and does not work for you---you may find you even have some good days that are forgotten amid the darkness that blots all else out---(((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))