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Originally Posted by gayleggg
It sounds like you have a very unique way of dealing with things. I can't really relate because when I'm depressed I'm sad and stay that way. which is most of the time. I can remember feeling happy when I was much younger but not anymore. Only sadness and dispair. That's not to say I can't fake if I have to but it takes a lot of energy and leaves me very tired afterwards. I hope you find some help with your issues.  |
Yes, I'm really unique and I don't know from which point it is a good thing. I think I could be a "case". I'm so diferent from "normal" people in so many ways that when I get it all together it doesn't make absolutly any sense. I don't know if any of you read some of "Fernando Pessoa" poems...it's a very known portuguese writer...there are lots of people that in somehow identify themselves with what he write, but the really question about he is he is divided in to many pieces. He uses his diferent "personalities" to write poems. He's personalities are like is diferent moods and his diferent ways of thinking. He gaves them names a life story and so one. He has some poems in english too, in fact. Well, my case is not so extreme but I feel somewhat that way.
Just thinking...Don't need answears, I just need to explain myself and puzzle me.