hi,

i am also new to this forum, you know what? people are so wonderful here. they always listen to you and give support. I am going threw in my life somewhat like you but the difference is that he is my husband,,,,,,,, i almost cry all day, depressed, do not want to do anything, sit in a dark.... but you will feel better when you visit here and write down what you feel. I am sure you are wonderful person,,, but sometimes in life it happens which we never expect..... (hugs)hold tight.....