Fell asleep about an hour before my alarm clock went off. Knocked off my alarm clock and dozed off. Woke up at half eight knowing my bus would leave at ten to nine. Did a mad dash to the bus station, on an empty stomach (I didn't have time for breakfast) and forgetting to take my glasses. After paying my bus fair I noticed I was a little short on money and couldn't afford lunch. Tutors aren't supposed to lend people money at college, but since the tutor found 20p on the floor it technically wasn't her money. So I had myself some lunch. Came home feeling really numb. Ate a microwave meal and half a raw onion... And told my boyfriend to stop telling me it all gets better, to stop cheering my up and just let me feel my negative emotions. Because sometimes people need to be sad, numb or angry and it's okay.