Dear T,
I didn't listen to you... You've told me that you advise me to not make a "bad-thing" timeline but that you cannot tell me not to do that... You said, that we'll do it together... I took it as a challenge... I cannot do that? Really? No, I can and I'll be fine with it...
You were right... Today I was in hell, I even cannot write you what I did and what I wanted to do and probably I won't tell you this next time when we meet... In 2 weeks I'll probably be in a different mood and how could I admint that I struggle so much? I should make a progress, right? Okay, I know - we've had only 3 sessions till now but I really want to be this amazing, progressing client I told myself that this time I won't have any crisis and that I won't send you any e-mail, so at least the second thing I should achieve...