Today i asked (requested) my husband to go to marriage counsellor. he said " i don't want to go, i am happy what i am. if you want, you go" I have been depressed almost 2 years since i moved to USA. but i had not notice what was depression or i was in depression. but from few months, the symptoms are worse than ever. I think about suicide almost all day, and cry all day...... I told him that i think of suicide, he said that you are going to do what your brain says, nothing will change my advise..... i feel i am all crap. any advise to work my relationship? i can not live him because of some social and religious issue and i can not live like this - live without soul.......... what should i do to overcome my depression and work my relation? ( i am Dependant on him financially)