I know how you feel. I have never been able to hold onto a job for every long because of meltdowns like that. I have applied for,disability, but we're having trouble making ends meet while we wait. We don't have insurance because the prices and deductibles are ridiculous. I am so tempted to just keep skipping through and failing in one job after another, but at 43 I think it's time I stopped jumping from crisis to crisis and learned whatever it is that normal people know about how to manage their lives. I think you should continue with your application. People who want to work but need help getting well so that they can make the most of themselves should never feel guilty about getting that help.

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