I really don't fantasize at all. I enjoy sex but not because it feels good. I blame this on being sexually abused as a child and raped in my teens. I love sex because it fulfills me emotionally and creates a great bond with my husband. Any time he wants, he usually gets. I've never orgasmed from sex and I don't masturbate. Any time I start to get aroused, feelings of shame and guilt ruin my sexy mood. I guess the only fantasy I can come up with is to enjoy myself more often.
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