I feel like everyone automatically dislikes me when they talk to me. I over analyze a persons actions and words and I don't know if I twist it or am correct about their total and utter opinion about me. I always push people away and show them no attention because I feel like they don't think I'm worth the time to open up so I just automatically close up and become awkward. I apply this to EVERYONE I don't know why. I don't know how to stop and I'm scared I'm going to live alone forever and not have anyone to really communicate with. And I really need to vent. I've just become this stone that explodes every once in a while alone in her room. I have friends I just.. Don't really fit in. I'm that one person who doesn't belong anywhere. I jump from group to group trying to find an interest but I have no common grounds with anyone. I feel worthless.