((sunny))

Thank you for your thoughts. You are always so articulate and you make a lot of good points. You help to explain what I think I was trying to get at, but I'm not very good at it.

Talking to her made me feel even better about her and I think I want to see what will happen now. The worst that can happen I guess is that nothing will change and I'll be back to square one.

It's good to learn to share things with her; that is hard for me to do. See, even though I keep wanting to talk, it is something that is hard for me. The person I talked to online was easy to talk with because it was writing. But whether in writing or in person, I have a very hard time disagreeing with someone or speaking up and correcting a perception the other person might have. I just "go along' and it can get me buried too deep to be able to figure out how to get out of it.

Thank you sunny!