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Originally Posted by blueredgrey
Hey,
I'm so sorry for all that you went thru. It sounds really tough when you feel like the whole world is against you and trying to get you.
Are you currently in therapy? If not, please do consult one and take your time to find the right one. A therapist is a paid friend and you gel with only a few.
Do you have any siblings or friends you can share your pain with?
I really recommend you to write about all the abuse you underwent. Writing is very therapeutic - be it in a diary or blog. Slowly you would get to a point where you can talk about it a little more freely.
Good luck. We're here to help!
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Yeah, I have a wonderful therapist. I just have a lot of issues to work through with her. I mean in addition to being abused.
I always wanna cry when I talk about it. I know I need to get it out of me, but its so heavy. I feel paranoid a lot. I feel like I can't understand peoples true intentions anymore. Like people just love to know they are hurting you, it seems. They get some thrill out of it or something to have someone to walk all over.
I put the trigger, because the feelings are described in detail and they weigh heavily on me and if you've been attacked, then they must weigh heavily on you as well.
Thank you for your support.
