Can I be my own true Self AND be accepted for it?
Will I ever find my niche? Is that desire to have one good or bad, or just "is"?
Do I leave the social world or leave my Self? (why is it so black and white, and what do these words even mean??)
Can I be both/and, or must I be either/or?
Is it even safe or permissible to ask these questions??

I feel like I am being torn apart on the inside and yet I feel a sense of absolute freedom and self-acceptance asking these questions. The most freeing thing is finally refusing to question my own need to question - yet I am afraid that means I'm doing something wrong, or that maybe the answer I NEED is wrong, if it even exists at all.