I do not have any kid. and now the question is about sex....... He has no feelings for that towards me. i am full time student and i cook 3 times a day, all cleaning of house by myself, buy a grocery by myself. so i can not find time to do work..... what the hell....... sometimes i hate my culture, it does not allow specially married woman to have any kind of relation with any other man.... i am religious person. I am new to USA. i thought that if i study here, i will get good job and take care of me. i tried to find work on weekend but it did not work....... life is so miserable. what should i do with work? i really want to work so i can get money,,,,, but if it is the case, i might have to quit college. thanks for listening.