Can't figure out why I'm so down today. I guess I feel like a loser because I can't figure out what to do with myself, and I compare myself to my husband, who's very happy-go-lucky and seemingly carefree (because he's not in a depression like I am). That just makes me feel worse. I have to quit comparing myself to those who aren't in a depression - - or even to those who are. I just have to be me and be ok with it.