Thank you all you wonderful bunch of people - it is greatly appreciated.

I got a bit of a shock today, I had sent in a disposable camera to be developped earlier this week and had no idea what was on it - I went to pick it up today and it was actually pictures of my cousin's wedding back in October that I went to - the last time I saw my aunt alive, and there was a really good picture of her with her husband and her brother (my dad) and sisters as well.

This is a good thing and a bad thing, but wow that's tearing me up inside.

Haven't been able to mourn yet, still stuffing it in ... need to take a while I guess.

Much love and thanks (((((((((((all))))))))))))