SeptemberMorn,

I know how you feel. At times like this, a good friend reminds me that I should "commit to reality at all costs, because that is where I will find true serenity." I don't like it, but I have to accept that I can't change my past. I have to confront it and work to heal the pain, so that I can step forward again. I have to let the feelings be what they are, not try to change them or deny them. When the feelings are all out, then I can get some peace inside.

You'll be in my thoughts.

be well,

mtd