henry,
so sorry to hear you struggling today hun........
It so hard when ppl run from a relationship...this
is a stressful holiday for us...so many expectations....so much pressure...families...friends...ppl we don't know....ppl we do know... its tough for ev1...please be ready to forgive other and ourselves at the end of today.....

This is the day I used to hide in a darkened room for hours, so no one knew where I was. I have gotten over much of that and can now be out of the dark, but still cant celebrate this day.... cant go in public--or anything like that....its getting that I cant even leave the house sometimes....

I know it will get better for you....I am here if you ever need me...I hope you pm me anytime you need to just chat!!!!!

Now go break a leg!!!!!! let me know how you did and hugs and more hugs for you!!!
keep me posted!!!!