I can usually control my actions or thoughts when it comes to self-harm but lately this past week I have been having the thought of self-harm more and more often and have recently attempted self-harm again the first time in nearly 3 months. For the most part no one has notice especially my roommate and teammates for track. But I had a classmate and friend notice them today and I had to lie to cover it up. I am afraid to tell my boyfriend that i have cut myself again, but he knows of the past times I have done it and I have been telling him the thoughts are starting to return