I definatly agree with whats already been said. She probably has never been through depression. I agree...it is hard to understand if you havent been through it before. You definatly need more friends than ever at this point. try to talk to her about that and how much you really need her support more than ever right now, and that you cannot control how you feel. hopefully, she'll understand. Hope my advice helps. contact me if you want. Im always here to help.