I totally understand. Totally and completely. Every time I go through a depression that happens to me too. I'm on meds so the depressions don't get severe any more (thank God) but they still come once in awhiel and I'm diving into one right now...i can feel it coming..my arms even feel heavy to lift. Don't want to be here at all.

I like the advice the last poster gave you above. I wish I had better advice to give you becuase I feel like a slave to my emotions myself and work is suffering as a result.

Hang in there; you are not alone.