Ugh. I'm trying to not contact you because I'm uncomfortable. It's nothing that can't wait until Monday, but ugh...I don't even know how to explain why I am feeling the way I am, and why it is so difficult. But it has something to do with what you said about not going anywhere and my own insecurities that you will. It's like an inner war, and I don't know which side I am on. The side that says run away before things get any more difficult? Or the side that says that I can trust what you say? But I can't even form coherent thoughts surrounding this and why it's bringing me so much anxiety. I just don't know! It's so confusing.