I'm feeling very depressed more and more lately. I often find myself wanting to cry but I cannot because i either am not alone or i do not feel safe to do so. today is one of those days for me. i am not doing too well. this past week has been difficult for me in so many ways and i am not doing so well. it often seems that i dont have anyone to go to anymore. the one person who cares i cannot talk to as often as i would like, and i barely see him. and it seems i dont have anyone to go to at my college. i feel so lonely and abandoned right now,