Yes, we have talked a lot about them. And she has reassured me many times that she isn't going to abandon me or change. But I just can't accept it. I continue to be afraid that I will do something wrong and she will hate me. Or I will be too annoying. Or I will say or do something she doesn't like and she will start to judge me and see me as worth less. It's so ridiculous. And I hate bringing it up yet again because it's the exact same thing over and over. I just feel like there has to be something else going on that I haven't identified yet since this is still so anxiety-producing for me.