Thanks for this. I'm going to talk to my doc next time about this very thing. I've been told that there is something off about me by a few people before.

I haven't been diagnosed with this yet but I'm pretty sure it's aspbergers. I tick people off without realizing it constantly. I can't make eye contact or socialize at all without revealing how broken I am mentally. I'm unable to pick up on simple social cues.

But I agree, people should be more aware. My old group of friends would make fun of people by asking if they have aspergers or something. Heck they made fun of me because of my awkwardness and inability to speak properly.

I remember my sister's ex husband would get ticked every time I saw him because I just had to say hi. Because I run my mouth and don't know when to shut up.

The last time I saw him, like usual I said hi and he got ticked beyond belief just at the sight of me. I've burned that bridge because of my inability to understand them and for others to understand me. Everything about me screams aspergers and I hate it.

I spend all the energy I have just trying to act normal.

I've ruined so many relationships because the crazy would leak out and I'd do something socially unacceptable and reckless.

I can't live like this, I just can't. I've ruined my life because of this and I still feel the guilt and it's been like 2 years since all this happened. All my relationships and reputation are gone and lost. I dwell on this all day and every day and I'm sick of it.

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