At least I'm not the only crazy person who is willing to tell her T she believes she's a liar and won't follow through on what she says. That helps because I feel so guilty for being so mistrusting. My T also said it took her 9 years to finally completely trust her T, and tried to reassure me she is willing to be patient until I can relax. But still, can't this go any faster? I have been in therapy for 2 years and still struggling with all this, and it's so torturous.