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I have to let the feelings be what they are, not try to change them or deny them. When the feelings are all out, then I can get some peace inside.

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Guess I'm spending a lot of time denying the feelings. They're not right! I don't want to feel them! It's like it's ME committing incest with my own father instead of the other way around.

DAMN HIM! He told me that's what two people do that love each other! DAMN HIM! DAMN HIM!