I'm always feeling not good enough.

Because of my mental disorder, I have lost my job. It has made me financially unstable. I've moved in parents. Don't have a gf. Everyone else around me, my age, successful, happy, flaunting everything on fb and instagram.

Meanwhile, I am trying to calm myself everyday. Struggling everyday to not kill myself. While also learning that I have bunch of other disorders.

Beause of all this, I don't feel I can ever date anyone. The girls online have such demands that I just don't feel I might be worthy.

Life sucks. life is an empty present.