Thank you for reassuring me you will be here week after week. I think you were crying while I talked but I daren't look too closely. I felt a connection this week and I so desperately want to keep that feeling. It's such a push pull thing. I am so anxious about it. I don't ever want to stop seeing you but I know you can't be more to me than a person I pay to talk to each week. That makes me really sad. I love you. Xx