Right when I posted this thread, I got an email. She responded saying that she is really struggling and she begged me to forgive her for kinda standing me up. I was so relieved I started crying. How could I be mad at her when I was convinced I lost her completely?

I was worried that she was up at 3am. Maybe she fell asleep at 9 and woke up now and felt guilty because she knew I was probably still awake.