I don't know if this is the right category. If not, I apologize.

So with my treatment plans, I work with two different county agencies to work on avoiding another hospital trip. I met with the one worker on Thursday, and I found out then that she had to fight to keep me, her supervisors were trying to switch me to someone else. Then yesterday my other worker quit. It's a long story, but it's been coming for a while, it was just a matter of when. Her supervisor told us. Then tried to get me to go talk to her. When I get upset, I shut down. She ended up sending another one of the workers I knew before I started as a client with the agency. She hit it on the head. I know she didn't do it because of me, but in a way, I kind of feel....idk, lost in a way? And it brings back a lot of memories of losing other people who were in a mentoring position with me. I don't know how to explain it. I'm seriously considering asking that agency to discharge me. At this point there's only two other workers, and I don't want to be on either of their caseloads. Anyone else feel like this? If so, any suggestions on how to deal with the next few days?