depression makes me not do anything, no energy, I am super cynical, nothing interests me. I am basically a piece of sh. I mean really. no friends. just at home all day every day. no energy to walk. when I try to I get worn out in 2 minutes. i play online poker, cause it keeps me busy, but I cant do anything else. total rubbish. I mean really why on earth is this happening to me? what is up?