Hi Desperado,
You will never hear forgiveness from me... I hate all of them. What they did to a innocent little girl was horrible. My abuse started over 50 years ago. They are now getting older, and dying off. I rejoice in their deaths... That might sound horrible but it is the truth. Those miserable souls are going.... but it still does not take away the hurt, pain and the total disregard they have done to me. I don't know how to get over it. I am waiting for that day. Peace to you!