I have been on lexapro 10mg for 15 days, just started on 15mg today. I just had some spicy noodles with peanut sauce and shrimp. It was very yummy, but I had half and let my dad finish the other half. I couldn't finish it... And normally I would have had seconds jejeje. On a positive note, I enjoyed the taste which was a good sign.

I'm not worried about going off the deep end and becoming anorexic, mostly because my parents make me eat and I'm too stressed out about other things to argue with them about it. But I'm definitely losing weight fast. I want to lose weight anyway, but in a more sustainable way. All I'm doing now is setting myself up for some major weight gain in the near future, since my metabolism will probably go into starvation mode.

I hate arguing about food. If I feel like crap it's pretty normal to not want to eat, right? Fine, I know I have to eat something, but once I'm done, every additional bite makes me want to throw up. I just can't continue.