I know all about clamming up with the doc. I still do it. If it's too long between appts, call the office and tell them you are getting worse and NEED to see the doc ASAP. Sometimes I bring my power of attorney person to advocate for me it used to be my mother now it's my husband

I often feel I was better off PM -premeds- but rationally I know my episodes would have been much worse without.

This illness is very complicated and every person presents differently, reacts to meds differently. In all my research I have found that those with BP have high IQs; genetic and environmental factors and a causal event; we are survivors unlike any other. Please don't give up and I won't either

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