No, not in the least bit, but I agreed to it because my therapist said it will only to have him try to agree to a safety plan.

**Trigger warning**

Before I last overdosed, my therapist had asked for my husband to agree to hold onto my pills or else he said he'd admit me because I said I didn't trust myself to not od. My husband did call and left a message agreeing to it, but didn't actually do anything. When I did overdose, I ended up passing out and my husband didn't call for help or anything.

So according to my therapist, it's for my safety to bring him in. I told my therapist that I'm extremely worried that it will do more harm than good, but he wants me to try and see how it goes. I feel like it's an ultimatum. That either he comes in or be admitted.