I'll check it out. I have called many crisis lines after work just to talk. I have been emailing places around my home to find out who I can see. It's so hard with this job, finding time. I just don't feel like it is right for me. I told my boss I was struggling. I don't think likes me at all. I had a phone interview with my old employer. I hope it works out. The daily panic attacks and constant anxiety is just too much.