I know this is the depression talking but I feel that no mater how hard I try I will never be good enough.

I'm too skinny, I shoul no gain any weight, I express my emotion wrong because I am constsly upsetting people with them. I cannot trust my instincts because my point of view is skewed... Or so I have been told

Gosh I sound whiny!

It does not help that my PTSD decided to pop by for a visit this week.

Argh, have you ever just waned to take your depression into dark alley and kick the crap out of it?

Sorry for the rambling. I am having difficulty focusing my thoughts.