Hi niceguy,

No hope, I'm afraid. I met someone on an online dating site. We talked everyday sometimes 7 hours a day for over a month. I realize that sounds crazy. I fell in love with him, but I think I pushed him away by expressing my concern over the geographic distance between us (2 hours). I wish I would have never mentioned it being an issue, because now that he is gone, I know I would go to the end of the earth to be with him. I went though a very painful divorce a few years ago and I never thought I would fall in love again, but I did and I thought he was the one. Now that it's over, I am incredibly heart broken. I have prayed that he will change his mind, call me and tell me he misses me and wants to be with me, but that hasn't happened.

I have told him how I feel since we broke up and he hasn't changed his mind unfortunately. I have forced myself to go back to the online dating site just so I could try to force him out of my system, however, he is all I can think about and no one holds a candle to him and the connection I thought we both had is something I had never experienced before. I wish I could make the pain go away...

What is your story? ((Hugs)) & thank you so much for allowing me to vent.