Welcome. I understand the insurance issue. Maybe try to find a sliding scale clinic near you? There are a couple around me that take your finances into account when charging you for services. Once I paid only $35 to see a pdoc. And there are meds out there that aren't too expensive. You just have to get generic. I'm on trileptal and it costs about $60 a month until I meet my deductible. All the new stuff will be too expensive - latuda, abilify, saphris, even Seroquel XR (which is why I take it as a prn instead of all the time).

Anyway good luck, I hope you find a solution soon.