One of the main reasons I've not been going lately is that is one of the reasons I got denied disability. The judge said that I "go to church every week, 4 AA meetings a week, goes shopping, indicating a very happy and active social life." The thing is, I wasn't even going to church every single week at the time, just every couple of months. I'm not a very social person, but I need to get out more so my depression doesn't get worse. Now, I'm scared to death to do anything, because it might get used against me. I hate how they put you in a bind.