Lots and lots helpful and rings true for me in this discussion.

I have trouble believing in any goals, sleep too late, play endless games of Free Cell solitaire, almost hypnotized by it. Feel as if I am running my life but can't seem to find any motivation to stop. I've already lost everything I cared about.

I appreciate the tip about applying for disability.

So far, I don't think I have a doc who'll cooperate. But my take on that is -- there's almost always a doc somewhere who will.