Well, here I am sitting in front of the computer, doing nothing when I have so much to do. Probably at this time I would be in a rush and freaking out...now it's just, let it be. I can't focus for many long and there is so much to memorize, I'm not even worried about failing this study object or even failing the year. The thing that probably will anoy me the most, if I can't do it well is thinking that other people will talk about me in the back...because to little worry about me to ask if I'm doing good.
I just miss one exam, not a big deal, but if I coulnd't make this one they certenly will start to notice that something is not wright. That brings a lot of new scenarios, don't no what's the worst...
I realy never talk about what I would want to be in the future, I just am studying this I don't no very well why, it just seems like I ended up here. I look at my degree: a professional life of unstop study, unstop deal with people. I just get tired while playing stupid games in which I don't have to think. How I am suppose to survive to a professional career. My sister wants to be a psychiatrisc, in theory it looks like a good think to pick comparing with other careers. But it made me thought about many things...