****I don't know if this is the right place for this, because I have several DX's and all I can think of is my Manic/Hypo Manic mood. I am unsure which it may be. If not both****
This is how I am feeling. It's not a poem it's me.
I do not like this feeling...
of not knowing one day to the next
what my emotions will be.
I live a life on unexplaining feelings
Day to day, minute to minute, hour to hour, sec to sec
How do I get through this on a daily basis
I have no clue
I was fine when I woke up
But now I feel annoyed and emotional
with tears in my eyes
This sickness has brought me to a low at the moment
and I don't know why.
All my feelings are at a boil.
What's wrong with me.
I DO NOT like feeling this way.
Any way for that matter.
Can't I just have a normal life.
Yet what is considered a NORMAL life?
See very strange, but I want to curl into a ball
and just hide from it all.
Why I know it won't make it any better
so what's the use.
My mind is playing tricks on me.
Will I ever be free?
Who ever reads this I am grateful to you
that you care enough about me to see
the way I am feeling.
Maybe offering your words to me.
Thanks for letting me speak.
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