Made the request to cancel the service, but it won't take effect until tomorrow. Meh. I actually got an answer about an hour ago from the guy, all he said was "I'll figure it out tomorrow". It's too late anyway, and I didn't answer back, but man does that dismissive behavior piss me off. Less than a month ago I was making appointments and going to the supermarket for this giant BLEEP, and now were down to this. It breaks my heart that someone can be so cold, and this has happened to me before.

I know that I overthink things and tend to obsess when something goes wrong, but is his flip the switch behavior normal? I can't do that, it's seems so inhuman. I put a lot of love into a relationship, and it drives me nuts to be treated so badly in return. Right now I'm just curled in bed, my chest is twisting and I'm super anxious. I don't know what to do with myself.