Yesterday was so cool! I had a surprise birthday party! I know my birthday isn't until the 19th but that's in the middle of the week and it makes more sense to have it on the weekend. My parents have been planning it for awhile. All my friends were there. It temporarily lifted my mood as my friends usually do. I'm still depressed though after the party was over. My mom's condition is still getting worse. Her leg is still swelling bigger and bigger each day. I hear voices but its more in the background. I don't think it will ever totally go away. I've had so many psychotic episodes in my life it isn't funny. Some I was hospitalized for. Actually 10 times. Some I wasn't hospitalized for but I should have, including when I was young.

I hope everyone's doing fine or getting better. Good luck!