Since I was a young boy I freqnetly felt abandoned imagined or real. This behavior developed a habit that went into adulthood. Which also ment I made abandonment tests and looked to be abandoned in any relationship. And since I knew I would be, I protected my self by never making any attachments. This started with my parents at age 5.

I really need to work on my attachemet abandonment issues as I am in a relationship I do not want to it screw up. Any adive or comments would be welcome.