Oh honey...I am so sorry. That's absolutely horrible that he did that to you.

It takes a while to get through something like that. My best friend was married, and her husband decided while he was overseas on a deployment that he didn't want to be with her. There were six months after he got home that he moved in with his mom...and told her he wasn't coming back. That was a year and a half ago. It's still difficult for her. It takes time. But it's getting better.

What do you do during the day? Do you have something that you enjoy...that you do for yourself? Start small...incorporate something into your life that is your own. It's hard to start building your own life apart from him when you've spent so much time and effort building a life with him.

Take some time to think about what you want to do, who you want to be.

Hope this helps some...I will be thinking of you!